Authentic Alignment by Anita

If you grew up with caregivers who were emotionally unavailable, unpredictable, or unable to meet your emotional needs, you may have learned to survive on very little. And you may stay in relationships far longer than you should because your threshold for pain is so high.

You may have learned to excuse hurtful behaviour, minimise your needs, or give endless chances because that’s what helped you maintain connection and survive. You become incredibly understanding, compassionate, and patient… to a fault.

Healing isn’t becoming less compassionate… It’s learning that understanding someone’s wounds doesn’t mean tolerating behaviour that wounds you.

It’s recognising when you’ve given enough chances. It’s walking away from what isn’t meeting your needs. It’s trusting what you experience instead of talking yourself out of it.

And every time you do, you strengthen your self-respect, build trust in yourself, and raise the standard for what you’ll accept. Not because you’re asking for too much, but because you’ve finally stopped settling for too little.

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If you grew up with caregivers who were emotionally unavailable, unpredictable, or unable to meet your emotional needs, you may have learned to survive on very little. And you may stay in relationships far longer than you should because your threshold for pain is so high.

You may have learned to excuse hurtful behaviour, minimise your needs, or give endless chances because that’s what helped you maintain connection and survive. You become incredibly understanding, compassionate, and patient… to a fault.

Healing isn’t becoming less compassionate… It’s learning that understanding someone’s wounds doesn’t mean tolerating behaviour that wounds you.

It’s recognising when you’ve given enough chances. It’s walking away from what isn’t meeting your needs. It’s trusting what you experience instead of talking yourself out of it.

And every time you do, you strengthen your self-respect, build trust in yourself, and raise the standard for what you’ll accept. Not because you’re asking for too much, but because you’ve finally stopped settling for too little.

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Emotional regulation is one of those terms that gets used a lot but feels elusive.

Many people assume it means staying calm, being positive, or controlling emotions so they don’t show. If anything, it’s the opposite… It’s the ability to experience them without suppression or avoidance, but in a steady way - i.e. regulating your emotional thermostat.

Emotional regulation is a learned skill, not an innate personality trait. It develops early in life through the emotional behaviours modelled by caregivers and the way our emotions were responded to within relationships.

When emotions were met with understanding, validation, and support, we learned that feelings were safe and manageable. When emotions were ignored, criticised, punished, or met with unpredictability, we often learned to suppress them, fear them, or become overwhelmed by them.

The good news is that emotional regulation can be learned at any age. Through self-awareness, nervous system regulation, supportive relationships, and practice, we can gradually expand our capacity to experience life’s emotions without being controlled by them. I also have a guided Emotional Regulation Journal on etsy for this reason.

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Recognising the signs of childhood trauma in adulthood isn’t always straightforward. Research has found strong correlations between early adversity and later struggles - mentally/emotionally/physically/behaviourally. That said, not every symptom is necessarily caused by trauma, especially once distress is processed, the body is no longer holding and circulating chronic stress. Plus, we are sovereign beings who have the free will to make change. Neuroplasticity shows us so.

I explore these connections in more depth in an article I recently wrote for Bodhi Holistic Hub, where I break down everything you might want to know about childhood trauma. I’d love to hear what resonates with you most after reading it. 🧡

This series is about the things society has normalised… but probably shouldn’t have.

It’s not about blame, it’s about awareness.

Just because something is common doesn’t mean it’s healthy.

And just because people mean well doesn’t mean it isn’t causing harm. Most of the time, people don’t intend to harm, but they simply lack the self-awareness to see how their behaviour is impacting others.

💌 Send this to someone who might benefit, or who’s ready to see things a little differently.

Comment below with the behaviours you think should be included in the next series 👇🏽

When our inner voice is all we’ve known, it’s hard to imagine the voice inside us narrating life any different. Neuroplasticity shows how we are able to change and rewire our brains. Just as thought patterns, beliefs and skills are learned over time, a lot of things can also be unlearned. I call this ‘deconditioning’. For some, patterns are more ingrained with deeper emotional ties such as through chronic abuse, which can take a little more genteel and time to unravel.

Through a blend of person-centred counselling, CBT and Somatic EMDR, I help clients map out core wounds, identify and challenge deep-seated limiting beliefs and process them using bilateral stimulation, which is also used in Eye Movement Desensitisation and Reprocessing (EMDR) and trauma work.

The hidden weight of self-criticism: How your inner voice shapes your life| authentic alignment| authentic alignment An article about how a harsh inner critic shows up in every facet of your life.

EMDR is a little enigmatic. While it’s gaining popularity, understanding what it really is and how it works can feel unclear. In my latest blog post, I demystify EMDR, explore the benefits clients often report after treatment, and outline potential risks to consider if you’re seeking therapy.